Well, not really but I am aware of everything and able to respond with most of the answers. I've been crazy with bipolar disorder for around 30 years but this was a whole new kind of crazy!!! It scared me so bad. I couldn't remember if I had said something and then when I talked it felt like dega vue I can't spell it but the feeling of having been or done this before. So I would start talking to a nurse and my mind would say "you already said that" and then I would apologise for repeating my self and then they were confused. It was a mess. I am still finding reading and computering is hard but I will try to look at the threads and post when I can. Ya'll have been with me and beside me and I just think that I have the greatest friends in the world. You can probably guess that I didn't get any crocheting done I will finish the sockmonkey blanket soon. THANKS!!!!!